The doctor's office called this morning. There was a mistake on either their end or the hospital's end, and my surgery was NOT entered into the system for next Wednesday. Yes, folks, that's right. No surgery until February, UNLESS I take an appointment for tomorrow that someone else just canceled.
So. If I can rearrange my entire life -- and either my mom's or Ironhubby's, since someone needs to drive me, sit and wait for me, and hang out at home with me all day to make sure I don't die or go into convulsions or whatever -- in the next few hours to be able to take tomorrow's appointment, it'll happen tomorrow. Not likely. Not likely at all. Otherwise, I'm looking at early February.
I cannot freaking believe this. I am about to cry, but I'm at work and have to hold it together.
So much for, how did I put it?, all the wonder and magic of 2009. So far it sucks ass just as much as 2008 did.
3 comments:
Maybe it's a blessing. You had so much worry and anticipation building up to the last time, that doing it on such short notice this time will be a good thing. Less time for you to worry. Find someone to wait with you tomorrow and get it done! Good luck!
Cindi, I agree completely, but there's no way I can make it happen that fast. First of all, work is too busy right now, and secondly my father is being discharged from the hospital today and going into an inpatient rehab facility for physical therapy for a few weeks. Meanwhile, I'm working on arranging permanent housing for him. Maybe it's better that I'm not out of commission right now so I can help him.
It still sucks, though. It's OK to feel sorry for myself right now, right?
Yes
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